For the first time in my life

I am feeling it in my bones.

For the first time in my life I'm calm.

I don't get upset now, I accept.

I don't want to change the whole world or anything, I am tired after all those battles.

I don't have fiery thoughts, feelings and raw materials inside of me, I have consumed them all.

I think that little girl inside of me has finally got quiet. I thought this would have killed me but it hasn't.